Gotta take it one day at a time and somehow find gratitude for your life in your heart. Prayers go out to you kid.

Its alright sweetie. You be through the dew, I give you some love and hope for hope is all I have I share good heart smile honey you are still here.

Hi Cardiackid174,
I suffered a massive heart attack/ STEMI widowmaker with massive irreversible progressive damage. My thoughts were tho get back home to care for my husband and mom. My husband passed just a little short of three months after later but I still had my mom to care for. As I stated my condition is progressive, I needed an A-ICD implanted because I was suffering severe SVTs and episodes of SCD. It's now been 12 years since I started this journey and my mom passed at the young age of 94. Now I live for me, this is not a journey for the weak but the strong because I live for me. I still have another cup of coffee I want to drink, another week of my cardiac maintenance class and another week of getting up laying on my couch and watching TV. What is there to live for, its another day I have above ground and I want as many of those days as I can get. I am living now for me and I love me more then any person I know.
Take care,
Robin

You are here now and sharing all of this with us. So many of us have been through so much and we do it for us. We survive and cope and cry and laugh for us. We give up things and we gain things and again, we do it for ourselves because we are worth it. The only thing we know is certain in this life is change sometimes good change and sometimes not. Stay around here and you will find a community of people who get it and who will help you cope as much as we can. Try and find at least one thing each day to be grateful for. Even if that thing is you woke up. Hugs🤗

You should bother. Because you matter. God put you here for a reason. . Maybe be you haven't found it yet. But don't give up yet. I believe in you and so do others.My prayers go out to you to help you find purpose.♥️