Janine, thank you for your thoughts and concerns. We have a lot in common in our younger yrs, lol! My college (Fraternity) years got the best of me. I've learned a hard lesson. Keeping the faith now. Life is about learning, living and making right choices for the future. Always enjoy your thoughts, thank you.

Chad I’m happy that you quit these deadly habits. I quit smoking in 1989 and with nothing but sheer willpower and Nicolette Gum I quit. I wanted to kill people for must of that first year and it was very hard on my 3 year old daughter which fortunately she doesn’t remember. I didn’t drink often but when I did it was binge drinking! I quit drinking at the same time as I had started these filthy habits at the same time in College! I was serious about this smoking habit! 20 years later I decided to see if I could have a glass of wine with dinner and not go off the Deep End! I was successful! I don’t understand why you would keep something like that from your Dr.! I don’t think that you would be in this position with your care team if You had been honest to begin with but the damage is done! I pray that you will continue to be brutally honest with your Care Team about Everything! Love and prayers for you my friend and good luck 👍❤️❤️❤️ Janine!