Chad, none of us on this site knows what the future holds. We learned to live with a new “normal”, not being able to do some things we had always enjoyed. Living and dealing with fatigue. Doing everything we can to improve our condition but leaving the big stuff to our doctors and God. My motto since having breast cancer “it is what it is” allows me to relax, roll with it without knowing the outcome. I hate not being in control and I suspect you do too but acknowledging the fact let’s you take a back seat and let the specialists you’ve chosen do their best to help you. I certainly don’t have all the answers for you, I just do what works for me. . Perhaps, in your case, you would benefit with some professional counseling to help you deal with your fears. Don’t be afraid or embarrassed to ask for help! Have a good week and try to relax.

Your welcome Caryn, God Bless

Great support group with people with similar problems.
Ask all the questions you want especially with your Dr. and If you think something isn't right go and get a second opinion, trust me on that I can tell you.
God Bless

we learn as we go along. have faith, my friend

Thank you so much. Really helps.