I have my moments .
I'm hateful and mad and pissed off and I cry at times. But I am also determined,strong willed and praying a lot to.
I love my family with all my heart and I hope God sees they need me here.
It's a scary thing .

I’m just living as best I can. If I thought about it all the time I would be crazy. In addition to CHF, CAD, and CKD, I have some serious back issues. There’s little I can do to reverse any of it, so when God wants me, He’ll call. In the meantime He must have me here for a reason so I’ll continue on, trying to leave a good footprint.

I smoked from the summer of 8th grade going into the 9th till I was 35. I have no lung issues, heart issues but no lung issues. I too feel that God has me here for a reason and pray that I’m fulfilling that reason. 🙏

I was thinking about it almost ALL the time. Wondering every night if I was gonna die. I quit that. I’m living like I’m just fine.

I'm bouncing around most every day. Maintain a full schedule of events. Don't have time to worry about my heart issues. I keep a regimented health protocol. Follow my doctor's direction explicitly. Don't deviate from my health routine daily. Keep active and aware.
Most importantly, I know my symptoms, know when something is not right and have no problems having it checked out immediately. All I can do is live everyday to its fullest. Have faith in my Lord for his blessings.
Stay informed with your healthcare. Learn as much about all aspects of your care. Ask questions until you are satisfied.
You are in charge. Don't be afraid to ask if better treatments are available. Stay pro active.